Dienstag, 6. Januar 2004
Lonely talking
desi, 17:40h
Yes...
Every girl knows what it´s like, to feel ugly and stupid. Yes. That sounds VERY kiddish, but it´s true. We girls, we just work like this. We can´t help it! At least once in a mounth we feel like this... And then we go: "Oh my god I am just so fat!"
Yeah...It´s sad and painful.
But, if there weren´t these top-models, we wouldn´t have to feel like this! I don´t blame them for being pretty and (almost) perfect. No no... I´m just saying, that they make us think that nothing else is pretty and beautiful but them. These bone-flesh women.
Maybe I´m just saying this, because I had a pretty shitty week and I am feeling like this right now...
Maybe some people will just be bored by reading this. But, you girls, don`t you feel a little down sometimes? Just a little bit? Well, I´m not one of the most pretty ones in school, but I don´t think I´m ugly... Just... Not pretty. Yes. I am feeling really really really down right now.
And who can I blame? My mother and my father for having made me like this? Or my housemaid for cooking with so much fat? Or... Just myself for not doing anything against it?
And who do I blame? Nobody but me. I blame me. I keep on saying to myself : "Shame on you! SHAME-ON-YOU!"
Ok guys, I´m not crazy, I´m just a girl. And girls are crazy, if a guy reads this he´s never gonna wanna sit near me! But... If I tell this one of my friends, I´m just gonna hear the same things: "You are beautiful! Stop that!" Blablabla...
Ok. I don´t wanna talk about it anymore... Don´t mention it near me again, please. When you klick this site away, forget about this text (unless you already felt like this). Just, blow it out of your mind.
Thanks for reading this!
Every girl knows what it´s like, to feel ugly and stupid. Yes. That sounds VERY kiddish, but it´s true. We girls, we just work like this. We can´t help it! At least once in a mounth we feel like this... And then we go: "Oh my god I am just so fat!"
Yeah...It´s sad and painful.
But, if there weren´t these top-models, we wouldn´t have to feel like this! I don´t blame them for being pretty and (almost) perfect. No no... I´m just saying, that they make us think that nothing else is pretty and beautiful but them. These bone-flesh women.
Maybe I´m just saying this, because I had a pretty shitty week and I am feeling like this right now...
Maybe some people will just be bored by reading this. But, you girls, don`t you feel a little down sometimes? Just a little bit? Well, I´m not one of the most pretty ones in school, but I don´t think I´m ugly... Just... Not pretty. Yes. I am feeling really really really down right now.
And who can I blame? My mother and my father for having made me like this? Or my housemaid for cooking with so much fat? Or... Just myself for not doing anything against it?
And who do I blame? Nobody but me. I blame me. I keep on saying to myself : "Shame on you! SHAME-ON-YOU!"
Ok guys, I´m not crazy, I´m just a girl. And girls are crazy, if a guy reads this he´s never gonna wanna sit near me! But... If I tell this one of my friends, I´m just gonna hear the same things: "You are beautiful! Stop that!" Blablabla...
Ok. I don´t wanna talk about it anymore... Don´t mention it near me again, please. When you klick this site away, forget about this text (unless you already felt like this). Just, blow it out of your mind.
Thanks for reading this!
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